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“Puta naman, ano ba! 'Di sinabi ko nang hindi pwede? Alam mo namang may asawa na ako.”
Nagulat ako dahil bigla na lang siyang tumawag habang nagmamaneho ako pauwi ng bahay. Matagal na kasi ang nakalipas nang wala man lang ni ha o ni ho akong narinig sa kanya. Hindi ko rin naman sya masisisi....

If you save a man's life, you become responsible for him
- ancient Chinese proverb
If you love a man, you become responsible for him.

Dearest Him,
I cannot even come close in imagining the grief you are undergoing right now. Death is loss that is profound and devastating as cuts through the most intrinsic part of your being: your own very heart.
To say that the grief you carry is understandable would only but trivialize the emotional burden of the moment. No one can truly understand it, no one can comprehend the monumental blow his departure has dealt on you....

4. No matter how you put it, yes, he is still in a relationship. That has never been equivocal to me, and has always been clear from the very start. That's why I never make a fuss when he says he's going to the hospital to visit the boyfriend. There...