SweetBeaFund

I don't really want to write this week. Because it reminds me that Bea isn't here and that it's been almost 3 years since a brain tumor took her from me. The grief is exhausting and most times it's easier to pretend it's not there. But it is.
Bea's 10th birthday is Saturday. I wish I could be doing last minute planning for a super cool birthday party. I have no idea what she would be into now. Maybe still Hello Kitty. I mean, that cat never goes out of style. Maybe she would have outgrown...

Today is the toughest of the tough. It's Bea's birthday. If she were with us today she would be nine years old and in the third grade.
To celebrate her life I have donated $200.00 to the Brain Tumor Foundation for Children today. That's about the amount we would have spent on gifts for her. Now it's a gift for other children with the hope that it will help find a cure for all the kinds...

Bea's birthday is this month. She would be celebrating her 9th birthday on September 26. If she were here it would likely be a girly affair with lots of pink. Maybe she would still be addicted to getting "luvies". Not diapers but her word for stuffed...

Most of us know the old adage "time heals all wounds". What amount of time does this mean when your child dies? This sage expression isn't something I believe in anymore. It's not that I lack patience. I am going through my days as best I can - with...