Stomach Rumblings

 Well, grief's a bitch. I haven't felt up to writing, and I'm honestly not sure what week it is anyway. I'll do my best to figure it out as soon as I have some energy to do so.
It feels pretty awful that I've barely lost any weight in a year, despite going to the gym, despite Ozempic. I'm about six pounds less than what I weighed on this date a year ago. I know my diet hasn't been perfect, but it feels like it's been a lot...

 Well, this week has gotten away from me a little bit. The grief rollercoaster is not a fun ride. I meant to be writing more but just haven't gotten to it. I do have a partially written post about Creami recipes I've been playing with and when I get...

 You'd think (or maybe you'd be smart and you wouldn't) that after 8 months of grief and 2 months of a second wave of grief, that I'd be getting back to normal right? Actually no. Even just writing that looks pretty preposterous.
I'm still drowning and having struggles just trying to be a person. I'm angry at how hard it is to do even the smallest things, and sometimes I can't even say why they're hard- I just can't do them. I'm proud that I'm still here, haven't regained all...

 I gotta say, one of the "perks" to being sodium sensitive is that even though I tend to gain a LOT when eating salty foods, it does come right back off. That helps make it feel easier to indulge occasionally because I know it doesn't cost long term...