Ellsworths

Ok fo REALZ this time, my blogging is going to start. I love going back and looking through old posts and want to make this into a book someday. So here goes.
We have another BABY! Ezra James Ellsworth was born June 18th! He's now 4 months old and it has gone so fast. Everything goes so fast in hind sight....

I've got to get back on this blogging train. My poor kids and their mommas lack of documentation of their little lives.
Lately life has been crazy. We're packing up to move to St. George, UT. I started packing slowly a month ago so as to not have to do it all crazy fast. It's been nice, but living in a boxed mess.....not so much. BUT it has definitely been nice to purge...

A good day, it can be done! ;)
We've been having a spell of some pretty trying days around these parts. Warren has been really trying my patience and I have felt like I have no control. There was just this weight on my shoulders of negativity and defeat. I was so lost. I was confused...

Do sometimes you just wake up with so much anxiety and heaviness? Heaviness from being disappointed in yourself ?
Well I did this morning.
Just a overwhelming load of who knows what hanging over my head and weighing me down a thousand pounds. I couldn't figure out what was going on until I paid attention to myself and realized what I was feeling. I was beating myself up for losing in a...