...unhinged...

WOW. it has been a BANANAS time for me since the last post - with lots of drama, lots of work, and the beginning of a much needed vacation.
I started my vacation last Thursday and am off until July. Sweet lazy bliss.  So far, ive not done a whole lot.  I bought a new book to read....went to Canada's wonderland - and let me say that the new ride kicks some serious thrill seeking ass. And...

over the last 6 weeks, ive been thinking a lot about my life, and things that im doing and things i want to be doing..and have decided that i need to compile a list of things that i'd like to do before i kick it. (as has been all the rage lately).
off the top of my head...i want to do the following things....

Ive tried to write this post like 10 times now...and no matter how fun, or apologetic (for the business) I try to make it, the post always comes back to the same thing....
someone that ive been hanging out with since the end of last year, who was sort of important to me tried to commit suicide last week and I dont know how to process it, or what to feel about it - I mean sure, im heartbroken and devastated.......

So last night, I decided to go to my favorite place for Assorted Guts - T&T, the Asian grocery store, that I have certainly blogged about before.
It was just Chinese New Year on the 23rd, and so i figured i'd go hit up some of the after sales - i like red, and its the year of the dragon - which my Chinese client ASSURED me that it would also be a prosperous year for the snake (me)....