Pretty in Pink, Wicked in Spurs

Okay so you know that Terri Clark song "Poor Poor Pitiful Me?" It's something like this: "Poor, poor pitiful me, all these boys won't let me be, Lord have mercy on me..."
Well that's my issue right now. I hate to complain, I really do. But I am not doing anything at all to provoke them. It's to the point where I got off work today, and had 11 missed texts- 4 were from guys I hardly know. Maybe it's my fault-I'm always...

"Someday I'm gonna be safe in the arms of love" -Martina McBride
"I'm gonna treat you so nice, you're never gonna let me go." -Vivian (Julia Roberts in Pretty Woman)
I blame my parents for the fact that I'm so screwed up (Dad always told me parenting is the main factor in how a kid turns out). You see, at a very young age, I remember watching Pretty Woman. We're talking maybe 5 years old, I have a memory of Julia...

Then Peter came to Jesus and asked, "Lord, how many times shall I forgive my brother who sins against me? Up to seven times?" 
Jesus answered, "I tell you, not seven times, but seventy-seven times." -Matthew 18: 21-22
Oy! Friends, I don't need anyone else to remind me that I "deserve better..." I KNOW I DO! I just don't think it's a fucking crime to forgive and forget and to believe in miracles. Mmmmmkay? Thanks....

Keep your head, heels, and standards high. - Rules of a Lady (I saw it on Pinterest)
One of the most frustrating things in life, for me, is that I don't want all the good things I get. I lower standards and expectations just to keep people around. I did that for a guy; I lowered my standards to an embarrassing level and accepted treatment...