Bloggin For Fun

It's been quite awhile since I last updated. hmm, time has flown and im serving national service now. Left about 1 more year before I ord but its been a really crazy ride. Been thinking alot recently...quite sadly, almost about the same stuff as usual...

I can't say that I've been myself lately, yet I can't deny that what im doing is not part of me as well. I know I've been chosing to go back on my words and stuff but im just tired of saying yes all the time. Cept I can't really say no. I need to recollect...

A levels around the corner in a few more weeks...birthday on monday... haha, can't believe im going to be 18...
in the midst of preparing for A levels...been thinking about something else :S
lets see how it works out :D

I find that the more I reflect...the more unhappy i become, spiraling into a state of sadness that overwhelms me as I heave a heavy sigh. Maybe we would be more happy if we were all mindless hedonistic zombies craving for mass consumerism rather than...