my lullaby stories

I guess, since I've already neglecting this blog for a very long time, i decide to start over. Never, since day one i start blogging i decide to ditch this one. Never change the URL. I kept blogging and writing craps and stuff for years now. Sometimes...

So basically i'm currently still in office and it's 6.30 p.m. someone just called me a work maniac. I have to agree with that. Seem it's like my nature since back then while i was doing my practical. I prefer to stay in the office till like 8 pm then...

Because I've been taking care of others feelings. And I've sacrifice my own for few months now. I thought i'm strong enough to resist things, peoples and feelings that can put me down, can make me insecure. After years, i still failed. Or maybe i'm too...

To waiting for this day to come are just too dreadful but at the same time, i create a new history in my life and for my family.  So it should be remembered for the rest of my life. Because I've been complaining how study life was a pain in the ass like...