Passerby.

 It's been almost a year now since the last post, so hey!
Can't even remember what I wrote, so I've read the last post again and now I guess I deserve the tightest hug ever 'cause girl, you soooo deserve it! You did well, you did very well despite the ugliness of it all (ah sorry not sorry for the very early...

If you knew how 2020 would come to you, what would you tell yourself?
1. Stop the time. Don’t enter 2020. Stop at January, keep it in loop and just stay there if you must. Don’t move forward. What’s coming next would be a rollercoaster of emotional ride – the loss of the pillar of your life and things would get messy,...

#Exhibit A
Didn’t cry for several days, which probably means I was okay or maybe ignorant (in denial, trying hard not to think or trigger any memory). Then Fathiah called, crying (she’s hormonal -understandable) & being okay, I said ala jangan la sedih-sedih...

It's there, though we never really talk about it.
Like when we're seating in the cafe, while waiting for my flight and when Noy asked, what happened before? And you said, nothing, just some emotional outbursts and you're just feeling tired and sad so you cried and Dods video called and you just continue...