Venomous nectar

Terrible realization that am inching towards my mid twenties and no clue what am meant to do yet.
Reading this article I realized, i don't even have any of these books on my reading shelf. http://www.buzzfeed.com/doree/books-you-need-to-read-in-your-20s?s=mobile...

My story goes likes this. He liked her. She messed it up. The end.

Imagine this - you wrote a long email with the hope that it will be read, and you ll get a decent reply. After 3 days of waiting, you lose hope and forget about it. Then you get the classic few worded reply. " let's talk" and to this you wait again.
My whole life I have spent waiting. Waiting for replies. Waiting for the first moves. Right now, I know I deserve a reply. Long or short am just waiting for my story to unfold....

And London saw a crazy happy woman walking on the streets wearing a grey hoodie, with a huge smile stuck on her face. Yes I saw my first snow at 6. 30 am
This is after jamming my fingers last night at the window. It's sign. Look out the window