Remnants

It's dusty here. I's been quite a while since my last post. A lot of drafts have been made, but none were actually completed. Couldn't manage to get my thoughts into words most of  the time.
So how are you, Mai? Hope you're doing well. You look wonderful now. Well you were already wonderful to begin with, fell in love with you years ago but wow never knew you could make perfect look even more beautiful....

Hey.
How are you? You eating well? How's your studies? What are you up to now?
These questions play in my head every day and it kinda sucks not being able to get the answers. I know I deserve this. This treatment. I know what I did.

I am not innocent.
These past few months have been really confusing, mostly just my fault.
I thought I was in the right. I thought you're the evil one. I thought that there was nothing wrong with me and that it's your loss for ignoring me.

Human life is sorta like a butterfly's. You don't really get the drastic physical changes, but the changes are still there, just in a different sense. The majority of us humans live our lives going with the flow and sticking to the status quo, living...