Eating Away

I took a huge step and am getting my teeth whitened. Moreso than a financial investment, this is a mind investment. I've told myself that I cannot spend this kind of money and continue to purge. I'm trying to repair the color of my teeth, not make them...

I had a major binge yesterday. My thought was for this to be a huge, last time binge before going on a "Loose 20 pounds" fast. Do you ever feel like your whole system has been ruined by the bulimia and compulsive overeating? Last night I was so sick...

I am truly amazed at the wonderful, caring comments I've received on this blog. I'm learning so much, and taking so much in to help myself get better. Thank you, thank you, thank you for reading!!
I celebrated National Eating Disorders Awareness week by buying a pair of jeans and shirt that fit. It's hard not to be the size I want to be. It's hard eating, and continuously thinking about how I should stop eating. I had a pretty good weekend with...

I'm in the midst of a binge. This morning I was thinking about how positive a post I could write today. For two days I was binge free. No purging. No starving. Just "normal" eating - three normal meals, and that's it. I was OK until I tried on pants...