Living my life

Becky's Me Time 'linky'  has had me thinking about what I do for me.
I know I'm not a young mum - but I'm still a mum and I still have 2 boys that need a mother, even though they would prefer to think they're more independent at 15 and 17.
I have taken a 'me' day, but not really the NORMAL type of me day.   I went back.   Back to the places I'd gone a year ago.   I drove to the lookout I'd gone to with (hmmm, I suppose I should give him a name...   Bob will do).  ...

I've always lived my life by dates.   Celebrating birthdays and anniversaries.   Becky and I always had a 'birthday week'.   Anniversaries are for anything that happened - not just wedding anniversaries, but things like my first date...

There were days, weeks even months last year where I would suddenly find myself crying, curled up in a ball on the floor, trying my hardest to stop my heart from falling out of my chest through the great gaping hole created by the pain I was going through...

Wow - when I started this blog thing... It wasn't due to 'peer pressure' but 'daughter pressure' !!!
I've always read Becky's blog - her living so far away, it was one way I could keep in contact with her. Not that I needed that really. Becky and I are very close. I often know stuff without her telling me. Not because of anything specific, but we are...