♥ Lililly

Am I back? I don't know. but I had to share this:
And say: My children grow more beautiful by the second it seems.
ZJ is three in January and I almost can't believe it. Hes still not a huge talker of english, but doesn't really shut up or stop talking either. He drives me insane, breaks my heart and makes me laugh my ass off. He loves his dad like woah, and could...

There comes a time when a girl must move on.
And the time has come in regards to this blog.
To be perfectly honest... Its not ME. Well, ok...it is. But its kind of a fake me.

Today, on May 10th, I would of been around 14 weeks pregnant. And as the BabyCentre calendar was suggesting - would be a good day to announce my pregnancy.
As I write this it is the 15th of March and today I have miscarried.
I was so shocked to find out I was pregnant. It was certainly not planned. I didn't feel ready to be pregnant again, even if I felt we could have and handle another baby ok, the thought of being pregnant just freaked me out to my core. How could my body...

I'm having a hugely bad day and I'm unwell... but instead of spreading my misery here I'm going to talk about some wonderful stuff I love about our son.
He went through a stage recently where he would only want to wear his monster all in one polar fleece PJs instead of pants.  I would tie the arms around his waist to form a sort of belt so they wouldn't fall down. I didn't care so much but it was...