Sins & Tragedies. No more.

So is it gonna be a once a year blog post? Hehe.
I've tried sitting down and wanting to just type away but if it's during the day, I'm always interrupted by the cutest little person in the world with his, 'Mummy, tengok ni!'... and I'm looking at a pool of ribena on the floor with Ryan in the middle...

Hello blog.
It's been awhile. I don't know if i remember how to blog anymore. Not that I was ever any good at blogging or that anyone actually reads it.
Anyways.

Feeling like a loser. And a failure. Because I am facing my biggest failure ever. I'm giving up this fight. Or maybe losing this fight..? Or maybe just losing it..?
I think I'm an inch away from having a breakdown. Trying real hard to keep my cool.
Yes, let's turn up the tunes of those loser's lullabies. It's just perfect for the occasion....

So yeah I had hoped that this blog would no longer be a place for me to vent out my anger or cry my heart out. But who cares, really, kan? No one reads this crappy blog of mine pun.
So the past few months had been super challenging. It had been thorns instead of roses. It had been more tears than laughter. I'm still at the same spot I was 3 years ago. I had been making plans. I had put much effort. BUT. It takes two to tango....