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Living amidst Corona! The year 2020 has been so bad but alhamdulilah! UGH. I could not have waited to get out of residency. Third year - yeahhh, went fine, going fine, almost there - BAM! CORONA!
Ok, so now that my frustration is out, let's talk about it. So January 2020, Rizwan and I are watching the news on the television about the virus. He says oh it might hit the US and we have flights that might be cancelled. I say hm.. but truly I never...

I've meant to write for a long time; write to remember and recall. This space to write and write freely, anonymously is perfect. It is better than a pen and paper, I've tried that and it feels very tiring, may be we're not used to of writing anymore...

It has been a long ride. Finishing up medical school and jumping into the USMLE. I feel good alhamdulilah for working hard and actually achieving this. There have been many downs as well as some ups. Exams upon exams, observerships and the hunt, successes...

I think i need one every year to tell myself I'm still here, still struggling.
So much, so much changes yet the basics, the necessities, the morals stay the same. Where I am, I do not want to be in some circumstances but just the other way round, here, I want to be here so bad. Maybe its when they proclaim that something may be...