~*mY iNsiDe oUt*~

Thoughts flying around. Not knowing what is happening to me. I find it harder and harder to put my thoughts into words! Rather confuse. That's how I'm feeling lately.
As much as I hate it, I'm glad that the hidden things are finally surfacing. That is where and when Your hands are able to prune me into a person You want me to be. Painful? Yes. But I would rather look at it as "the process of self-discovery."...

It's quieter. It feels different. Sometimes rather alone.
I'm still getting used to this whole 'new' but yet 'not-so-new' environment. I understand that people move on and that people come in and out of our lives. But dealing with it is another thing. When will I learn?...

It's good to remain positive and keep hoping in all circumstances. But what if what we hope for does not come to pass? What if people fail us? =(
Honestly, I'm so thankful that I have You in my life. Need to take that one step back into that secret place, my comfort place....

Finally, I have decided to bring it to the light. It's been far too long.
Can't say that I have overcome it fully but I know that half of the battle is won and victory is on its way :) I have taken the first and second steps, the rest it gonna takes You. I'm not gonna give up believing....